Wednesday, November 24, 2010

JS - Jayesslee in China

I'm so touched with what they've done with the poor guy. I'm not sure whether u can catch up with what they mentioned in the video but it's ok...

They saw a poor guy taking all the remaining (leftover) dumplings from a restaurant and they decided to buy him a McD meal set. It was freezing cold in Beijing and as usual you know a person needs food to provide energy and heat for the body. So this is what they have done.

Remember what Jesus said in the parable of the Good Samarintan? Luke 10:25-37
Do likewise!

The reason

Now I know why God want me to approach him...

He needs a direction.. a direction to God. God chose me to guide him. This is it!
But after this, it might be someone else job to follow up. ^^

Rejoice!~ The time is near! Rejoice!
Revival wave... sniff sniff.. I can smell it!!

Monday, November 22, 2010

Christmas & Camp

Impact Camp is around the corner.... wrapping up all the details. Can't wait for it! Grab your chances to encounter Him more in this camp. Be filled with the Holy Spirit!

4320 is the biggest event of the year.. Waiting for another revival wave to come through. Happy that I've successfully invited 6 of my friends... anymore? or maybe I should try to approach some of the students now. Students who likes to rush into my office for no reason, flipping through the newspaper and then off for class again. What a unique students he is.... his image kept on appearing in my mind... is this a sign to approach him. I'll try....

Dancers are all gearing up for the event...practising and practising few times in a week. Yes, we're all tired but we never give up. For this is the work of God... We want to win more souls.. we want to glorify His name. This is only a small part of His big plan. So a little tiredness does not mean a lot...a little tiredness should not hinder us from doing something Big (in our eyes) for His plan. For His time is near.... we should get ready.. His time is near, so we should spread His Good News even more... He who has ears, let him hear. Can't wait can't wait!

If you wish to attend, get tickets from me! If you couldnt go on the 19 Dec 2010 at ROC, Kota Damansara.. It's ok, get the 25 Dec 2010 ticket from me then..... Never give up, never say NO.. No excuse or you'll regret. ^^

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Spare me

One word to describe my condition now... STRESS!

Please dont bug me with nonsense. Please stop annoying me...
I'm not stress because of too many things given to me and I cant handle it at all. No!
It's because I dont have enough rest and I felt sick. My back is aching nonstop recently. I feel like stretching my bones.. taking it out and make it loose or at least bend my backbone the other way round. sigghh...

**I seriously need a deep pressure massage**

My brain is not functioning properly too. arrgghh.... I kept on forgetting things. My mind seriously need to be refreshed. I need a good sleep... so, little boys and gals, can you please spare me..? dont bug me with your questions okay? let me rest a while. Let me gather all my gears and be prepared again before I go into the battlefield ok? Just release me at this moment...I'll be back. No worries.

Let me have a good vacation and a good rest with my family. So, dont call... sms oso please not that much ok? it's expensive for both parties. Spare me and urself.. deal? I hope your answer is yes.

Monday, November 8, 2010


A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared. He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could, and it could go no further.
  So the man decided to help the butterfly. He took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon.

The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings.
The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time.

Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly.

What the man, in his kindness and haste, did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the tiny opening were God's way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon.

Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our lives. If God allowed us to go through our lives without any obstacles, it would cripple us.
We would not be as strong as what we could have been. We could never fly!

I asked for Strength.........
And God gave me Difficulties to make me strong.
I asked for Wisdom.........
And God gave me Problems to solve.
I asked for Prosperity.........
And God gave me Brain and Brawn to work.
I asked for Courage.........
And God gave me Danger to overcome.
I asked for Love.........
And God gave me Troubled people to help.
I asked for Favors.........
And God gave me Opportunities.
I received nothing I wanted ........
I received everything I needed!

Trust in God. Always !

Touching life story.....

A young man was getting ready to graduate college. For
     many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer's
     showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told
him that was all he wanted.

     As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited
     signs that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the
morning  of his graduation his father called him into his private
  study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine
son, and  told him how much he loved him. He handed his son
a beautiful   wrapped gift box.

     Curious, but somewhat disappointed the young man
     opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible. Angrily,
he raised his voice at his father and said, "With all your money you
give  me  a Bible?" and stormed out of the house, leaving the holy

     Many years passed and the young man was very successful in
     He had a beautiful home and wonderful family, but realized his
     father was very old, and thought perhaps he should go to him. He
had   not seen him since that graduation day. Before he could make
     arrangements, he received a telegram telling him his father had
     passed away, and willed all of his possessions to his son. He
needed   to come home immediately and take care things.
When he arrived at  his father's house, sudden sadness and
regret filled his heart.

     He began to search his father's important papers and
     saw the still new Bible, just as he had left it years ago. With
tears,  he opened the Bible and began to turn the pages. As he
read those   words, a car key dropped from an envelope
taped behind the Bible.
It  had a tag with the dealer's name, the same dealer who had the
sports  car he had desired. On the tag was the date of his graduation,
     and the words...PAID IN FULL.

     How many times do we miss God's blessings because they are not
     packaged as we expected?

Thursday, November 4, 2010


On the night of 2 Nov, I received a sms from my sister: Dad fell down today. I was shocked and called back home immediately. In my heart I was praying hard... pls dont give me a very bad news. My mind was racing... thinking whether I should fly back home if something serious had happened.

On the other end,

Sis: I know you will call me immediately.
(she started laughing)
Me: Har? Don't play eh.... Did dad really fell down?
Sis: Ya la... what for I lie?
Me: Then, how is he now? How did he fell down? Which part injured? When did he fell down?
Sis: I dunno.. u ask him la.
(Passing the phone to daddy)

Dad: Mm.. (indicating he is answering the phone now)
Me: Are you injured? What happen?
Dad: Ha? Aiya.. nothing big la.. just some little scratch.
Me: Sure? you fell down wor.... How did you fell?
Dad: I din see the steps.. So, I tripped lo.. No worries la ok? just some scratch.
Me: Har... sure or not? I don't believe. Ask sis to answer the phone pls..
(Dunno why.. mayb dad misheard.. He passed the phone to mom instead)

Mom: Just some scratch la... he say he is okay. No need to worry him wor..
Me: har? Are you sure? Where did he fell?
Mom: Tu.... near the townboard (townboat? i dunno the spelling..It's the dewan bandaraya). But his spectacle is crooked already la..
Me: Har?? How did he actually fell? He tripped to the front is it?
Mom: Yeah, I think so. I dunno. I didn't see him falling. He got scratches on his forehead and cheek.
Me: What? Did he injured his eye? (Dad has history of surgeries in the eye.. so I'm kind of very worried)
Mom: No but your sister asked him to redo the spectacle tomorrow.
Me: No matter what.. bring dad to see doctor tomorrow (Cos it's night time edi...and it's late..)
Mom: Aiya.. your dad don't want de la.. just now your sis tried to persuade him edi.
Me: No! you must... haiya nvm.. ask sis to answer the phone.. (I'm in the middle of teaching my tuition class actually)

Sis: What?
Me: Bring dad to see doc.
Sis: He don't want..
Me: No matter what... no matter what excuse he has.. it's a must. Your dad is not young anymore. Please take it seriously.
Sis: Oohhh... (shouting to the back.. your daughter ask you to see doctor arrr...) He ran in to the room edi. hahaha.. He don't even want to listen.
Me: Please.... please take him to the doctor and make sure there's a receipt after the consultation. I want to see it as a proof.
Sis: Uiyo.. ok lo..
(call ended after telling her I have to rush back to my class..)

Daddy, did you see the doctor? I'm worried... you may say it's just some scratches. But remember you are not young anymore and we're all worried. Worried that there's some hidden injuries... worried cos we're going off for our vacation next week. We want you to be in the tip top condition and you go for your vacation.

Abba father, please take care of my daddy... please give him a good health and heal him from sickness and injuries. Release him from his stress.. Allow him to encounter u, Lord... allow him to know you more, Lord. Open up his heart that one day he'll accept you as his Saviour. This is my prayer...Amen.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Ups & Downs

In life, there's always ups & downs....

Too many things had happened lately (if u observed well, u knw wat had happened). Sweet, sour, bitter, hot (in mandarin) all are included.

Hometown, the place that I miss so much now stored lots of my joyful moment. I know deep in my heart that my cousins and my friends all love me so so so much... I love u all. You all are great.. you've touched my heart. I miss all the kiddos too... too cute, too hard to resist them.. XD

Mom gave me early birthday gifts... I really miss her so much now. A mom that never fails to love me more n more. FYI, she attended church service with me back in hometown & it's her own willingness without me persuading her =) . Even my little sister also attended the service (yet to counsel her... sigh... I just dunno how to start the "conversation" with her... O Lord, can you gv me some guidelines? lead my path, Lord). 

Before I came back, dad was trying to drive me to airport. It's rainy day and mom was driving another car. I kept on asking him, "Dad, can you see the road? Do you want me to drive?". Dad said, "I can. I still can see." I was so worried... if I'm not with him, how is he going drive home? After few minutes, I saw him struggling to look into the dark alley and drive very very slowly (my heart aches...sympathize..worrying). At last, he gave up and stop at the road side and allow me to drive. I kept on reminding him not to drive when it's night time and especially when it's raining. I told him to wait till they fetch my little sister and ask her to drive instead. Dad, I know you love me, I love you too.. please take good care of urself. Listen to my advice, will you? Drink more green tea instead of beer.. eat more nutritious food. Not too much of red more, slp more...

I'm longing for our family vacation... I really wanted to see you all badly. I miss our family reunion... 1 more week to go.

Christmas event, the moment that I long for almost near... with all my busy schedule, I barely have enough rest recently. But I'm happy to see the passion in my dancers... the passion to dance well. Their learning ability did impress me... cos it's an intensive class, so learning and memorizing so many things in such a short period of time is impossible. I'm proud of them all... Let's not give up, learn and worship him freely in his presence... this is the thing that I wanted them to achieve. (FYI, I have two confirmed friends who will be joining us for the christmas celebration.. yeah~ one of them suddenly called me on sun and said she wanna join and most probably will be able to join before she fly off to shanghai. I din even tell them that we have a good drama, etc etc... I just mentioned a christmas celebration ^^ - can u see God's work? can u feel it?)

**Still in the mid of choreographing the dancesteps**

I just received one bad news from a colleague from another department. sigghh.... Most probably, my faculty's salary will be deducted to cover the loss of an equipment. Heartache - because 110 will be deducted (and it happens when i'm really in a financial tight situation); Relieved - because it's just 110 and not more than that..(hopefully.. depends on how the management decide). 

* I'm proud of Jayesslee and I've shared their testimony in FB. It's touching...The main point: Rejoice when you are struggling, Rejoice when all things crush down. So, Rejoice!*