Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Monday, December 27, 2010
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Some people like to do things in the last minute. Why on earth do you have to do it only at the very last minute? Can't you do it earlier on since you have plenty of time? Please be responsible!
I've sent out an email earlier on since last week regarding their duties and yet only just now he told me that he can't do it and saying angrily that no matter what, I've to find a solution for him. @#&*^@ Who do you think I am? There's no other people who is free to do it.. if not you, who else can do it? You say you need to do research... is all your job on research only? What's job title?? Aren't this your job? Saying you did not receive my email and blame me that I did not inform you on mon morning.... do you think I will do double work? I have things to do oso.... you are not the only one who hv things to do. It's not that I dont want to do double job but think carefully... What for I send email out n cc to my superior? what for? Aren't you suppose to check your email everyday in the morning once you have reach office? It's your own fault that you did not check earlier on. Why tell me last minute that you don't want to do it? Do you think I can do magic? If you can't do it, you should have at least reply me earlier on that you can't do it and not wait until today which is already wednesday, ok?
You say it's unfair cos u hv 3 slots, others hv 2 slots only... think carefully and recheck the prev schedule i've sent to everyone. You and some of them hv 2 slots, others 3 slots... did they complaint? NO! it's a rotation. You all wanted to be fair... I am FAIR! Last time you din get 3 slots means this time you hv do it. It's so simple and yet you complaint a lot!
Somemore your good friend also say, if there's swapping or changes, you should do it earlier on and not in the last minute. He also stated that he doesn't like last minute job. Even your good friend doesn't want to replace you in that duty of yours! What do you want me to do then? You are the only that will have 2 slots everytime? Is this fair to others?! think! Ohh...!! I am really pissed off now.
If you talk to me nicely, I wont b mad... the way you talk, it really pisses off!
Monday, December 13, 2010
This morning I reconfirm my frens' attendance to the event..and guess wat.. 1 more coming! yeah~ 4320, it's time for BIG wave! Time for God's work.. can't wait cant wait... Bz preparing, practicing.... although limited space, but Holy Spirit will definitely help us... We will do our Best to Glorify God's name.
Felt a lil stressed actually... pressured to be exact. The new friend I'm inviting (who actually approached me on her own..asking abt the event) is the Ballet teacher/dance studio director...DIRECTOR..O.O!! I'm happy that she wanted to come and see but at the same time, if my choreography is not that good?? T.T how?? especially the ballet part.... Oh... who can help me? Anyway, I pray that God will do rest of the things... I'll just submit myself to him. (mou ngan tai ar.... scary scary)
Yesterday was the 1st rehearsal, Ps Meng said it was the best ever (for both drama n dance).... A lot of ppl said it's nice... just the chorus part mayb nid to be more sync. siigghhh..... happy that it was good but pressure cos it's not perfect. ='( After listening to all sorts of plans from Sis Mei Lin, I felt more stress. sobsob.... It's not that I dont want to do it... I knw this is it... it's just that I'm afraid cos I'm not professional enough. I dont have the proper basic, I dont have proper classes before....Or should I just sign up for some classes now to improve myself? sighh...how?
I'm happy with my dancers esp when they manage to learn all the steps & patterns in a very short time but I'm sad when they do not listen to me or do not take things seriously... which causes me nid to repeat again n again for dunno how many times.. sigghh... They are awesome, this I cannot deny...but teenagers.. as you know tends to fool around a lot. sighh~ Oh, God please help me... give me your strength...
Well, trust God is all I need. I do the small parts, He do the BIG part... 4320 Christmas is the day that the Lord hath made!
** This is the day, that the Lord has made,
I will Rejoice and be glad in it,
This is the day that the Lord has made,
I will Rejoice and be glad in it,
Rejoice.... In the Lord,
Rejoice.... In the Lord.
This is the day, that the Lord has made,
I will Rejoice and be glad in it,
This is the day that the Lord has made,
I will Rejoice and be glad in it.
This is the Day that the Lord Has MADE!
Friday, December 3, 2010
031210 is defintely a special day for me...
Everything is so smooth. I've been chatting for whole morning, lunch with colleague, then cell group with a few more new comers (They are attracted to his story.. hm.. He did a great job actually - building up r/ship with them), then here I am again in office..blogging. Oopss.. haha~~
Starting from last nite, I've got lotsa lotsa birthday blessings.. TQ everyone.. love u all. Wishes all the way from all over the places including Japan, Australia, KK, etc etc... TQ very muchie. I'm grateful and happy cos yeah, it's my birthday but at the same time, I grew older... O.O!! (nvm, as long as I'm young at heart, I will always be young~ XD)
Friends kept on asking me... what you want, how are you going to celebrate... the answer is I dunno. I want a lot of things... but in my mind, it seems like christmas event is more important cos I cant really see my birthday. it's like... it Outshine my birthday.. haha~~
I pray that friends that I've invited will get to know Him more during this special event. I pray that I can get lotsa good news..which makes my heart leaps a thousand times or more... I want everything to be well!! yes! Well! Let All things go according to His Will~)
Jesus I love you and please bless all the ppl whom I loved too. Ppl who bless me, bless them double or triple or more, Lord. Let it be overflowed...!
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Bufday is near... Rehearsal is near... 19 is near... 25 is NEAR too... hehe~
Altho it's just the beginning of the month but it feels like the 25 days in gap are so small that you cant take a long breath to relax. We have to be prepared..we have to be well prepared for the upcoming war... we have to fully utilise all of our energy. We have to.... I dunno, you name it!
hahaha~~ I love December since young... bcos it's my long long semester break...Although now I'm in the working society edi, I still LOVE December.. cos I still can feel the holiday mood. The Christmas mood to be exact. I love all the Christmas celebrations and of cos my birthday too!~ XD (ermm... im not giving you some hints to actually rmb my bufday. It's just that I'm too happy and excited for the christmas event!)
I'm so excited that I've spent RM200 for my dancer's make up last nite. O.O!! I also dunno why I spent so much for just 3 little small things. ='( my purse vomit blood edi.... but the look that I wanted to achieve, is not... that complete yet.. sobsob.. ='''( how? who can help me?? anyone willing to sponsor us? XD I'll be really grateful and will welcome you big big with my hugs?? arms? which one do you prefer? haha~ I will say, hugs for ladies... guys? hmm..high5? XD
oh ya! I seriously need help. I need...make-up artist and hair stylist? haha~~ pro-nya.. I want ppl who knw how to makeup (dramatic look) and ppl who knws how to really braid hair..anyone anyone?? Cos I dont think I can do it all alone. I'll be really tired that 2 days... I need help...help.... and it's a volunteer basis ok? =))
Cheers!!~ I love CHRISTmas... I love to see Big REVIVAL WAVE... I love serving Him.. Muackss~
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
I'm so touched with what they've done with the poor guy. I'm not sure whether u can catch up with what they mentioned in the video but it's ok...
They saw a poor guy taking all the remaining (leftover) dumplings from a restaurant and they decided to buy him a McD meal set. It was freezing cold in Beijing and as usual you know a person needs food to provide energy and heat for the body. So this is what they have done.
Remember what Jesus said in the parable of the Good Samarintan? Luke 10:25-37
He needs a direction.. a direction to God. God chose me to guide him. This is it!
But after this, it might be someone else job to follow up. ^^
Rejoice!~ The time is near! Rejoice!
Revival wave... sniff sniff.. I can smell it!!
Monday, November 22, 2010
4320 is the biggest event of the year.. Waiting for another revival wave to come through. Happy that I've successfully invited 6 of my friends... anymore? or maybe I should try to approach some of the students now. Students who likes to rush into my office for no reason, flipping through the newspaper and then off for class again. What a unique students he is.... his image kept on appearing in my mind... is this a sign to approach him. I'll try....
Dancers are all gearing up for the event...practising and practising few times in a week. Yes, we're all tired but we never give up. For this is the work of God... We want to win more souls.. we want to glorify His name. This is only a small part of His big plan. So a little tiredness does not mean a lot...a little tiredness should not hinder us from doing something Big (in our eyes) for His plan. For His time is near.... we should get ready.. His time is near, so we should spread His Good News even more... He who has ears, let him hear. Can't wait can't wait!
If you wish to attend, get tickets from me! If you couldnt go on the 19 Dec 2010 at ROC, Kota Damansara.. It's ok, get the 25 Dec 2010 ticket from me then..... Never give up, never say NO.. No excuse or you'll regret. ^^
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Please dont bug me with nonsense. Please stop annoying me...
I'm not stress because of too many things given to me and I cant handle it at all. No!
It's because I dont have enough rest and I felt sick. My back is aching nonstop recently. I feel like stretching my bones.. taking it out and make it loose or at least bend my backbone the other way round. sigghh...
**I seriously need a deep pressure massage**
My brain is not functioning properly too. arrgghh.... I kept on forgetting things. My mind seriously need to be refreshed. I need a good sleep... so, little boys and gals, can you please spare me..? dont bug me with your questions okay? let me rest a while. Let me gather all my gears and be prepared again before I go into the battlefield ok? Just release me at this moment...I'll be back. No worries.
Let me have a good vacation and a good rest with my family. So, dont call... sms oso please not that much ok? it's expensive for both parties. Spare me and urself.. deal? I hope your answer is yes.
Monday, November 8, 2010
And God gave me Difficulties to make me strong.
And God gave me Problems to solve.
And God gave me Brain and Brawn to work.
And God gave me Danger to overcome.
And God gave me Troubled people to help.
And God gave me Opportunities.
I received everything I needed!
many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer's
showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told
him that was all he wanted.
As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited
signs that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the
morning of his graduation his father called him into his private
study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine
son, and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son
a beautiful wrapped gift box.
Curious, but somewhat disappointed the young man
opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible. Angrily,
he raised his voice at his father and said, "With all your money you
give me a Bible?" and stormed out of the house, leaving the holy
Many years passed and the young man was very successful in
He had a beautiful home and wonderful family, but realized his
father was very old, and thought perhaps he should go to him. He
had not seen him since that graduation day. Before he could make
arrangements, he received a telegram telling him his father had
passed away, and willed all of his possessions to his son. He
needed to come home immediately and take care things.
When he arrived at his father's house, sudden sadness and
regret filled his heart.
He began to search his father's important papers and
saw the still new Bible, just as he had left it years ago. With
tears, he opened the Bible and began to turn the pages. As he
read those words, a car key dropped from an envelope
taped behind the Bible.
It had a tag with the dealer's name, the same dealer who had the
sports car he had desired. On the tag was the date of his graduation,
and the words...PAID IN FULL.
How many times do we miss God's blessings because they are not
packaged as we expected?
Thursday, November 4, 2010
On the other end,
Sis: I know you will call me immediately.
(she started laughing)
Me: Har? Don't play eh.... Did dad really fell down?
Sis: Ya la... what for I lie?
Me: Then, how is he now? How did he fell down? Which part injured? When did he fell down?
Sis: I dunno.. u ask him la.
(Passing the phone to daddy)
Dad: Mm.. (indicating he is answering the phone now)
Me: Are you injured? What happen?
Dad: Ha? Aiya.. nothing big la.. just some little scratch.
Me: Sure? you fell down wor.... How did you fell?
Dad: I din see the steps.. So, I tripped lo.. No worries la ok? just some scratch.
Me: Har... sure or not? I don't believe. Ask sis to answer the phone pls..
(Dunno why.. mayb dad misheard.. He passed the phone to mom instead)
Mom: Just some scratch la... he say he is okay. No need to worry him wor..
Me: har? Are you sure? Where did he fell?
Mom: Tu.... near the townboard (townboat? i dunno the spelling..It's the dewan bandaraya). But his spectacle is crooked already la..
Me: Har?? How did he actually fell? He tripped to the front is it?
Mom: Yeah, I think so. I dunno. I didn't see him falling. He got scratches on his forehead and cheek.
Me: What? Did he injured his eye? (Dad has history of surgeries in the eye.. so I'm kind of very worried)
Mom: No but your sister asked him to redo the spectacle tomorrow.
Me: No matter what.. bring dad to see doctor tomorrow (Cos it's night time edi...and it's late..)
Mom: Aiya.. your dad don't want de la.. just now your sis tried to persuade him edi.
Me: No! you must... haiya nvm.. ask sis to answer the phone.. (I'm in the middle of teaching my tuition class actually)
Me: Bring dad to see doc.
Sis: He don't want..
Me: No matter what... no matter what excuse he has.. it's a must. Your dad is not young anymore. Please take it seriously.
Sis: Oohhh... (shouting to the back.. your daughter ask you to see doctor arrr...) He ran in to the room edi. hahaha.. He don't even want to listen.
Me: Please.... please take him to the doctor and make sure there's a receipt after the consultation. I want to see it as a proof.
Sis: Uiyo.. ok lo..
(call ended after telling her I have to rush back to my class..)
Daddy, did you see the doctor? I'm worried... you may say it's just some scratches. But remember you are not young anymore and we're all worried. Worried that there's some hidden injuries... worried cos we're going off for our vacation next week. We want you to be in the tip top condition and you go for your vacation.
Abba father, please take care of my daddy... please give him a good health and heal him from sickness and injuries. Release him from his stress.. Allow him to encounter u, Lord... allow him to know you more, Lord. Open up his heart that one day he'll accept you as his Saviour. This is my prayer...Amen.
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Monday, October 18, 2010
I'm really kek hei ar... sometimes, some people just don't know how to behave well or should I say have the right attitude. No matter it's in your workplace or personal life or maybe even in your own school, attitude is so important.
How can one possibly allow a patient to wait for more than half an hour just for delivery? It's a simple task and yet you take your own sweet time (don't know doing what). How will the patient feel? felt mistreated? And to my surprise, you can glamorously walk in the office and ask, "Eh, where's the patient?" O.O arrgghh... what should I say? eg: "They went to cafeteria while waiting for you"? "Buy you a coffee"? (@#&*(@^$ In the end, I just told him, "Someone else do the delivery" and FYI, I need to beg other people to do it. Luckily, he's kind enough and did not count much on how many works he needs to do.
In my own opinion, one should really adjust their attitude when it comes to something that you have already commited. This is your responsibility! So, don't toss it around like a ball or give excuses. Same applied to your personal life.. or if you are student, then in your school...
My fav sentences: "Treat others how you want others to treat you" & "Love your neighbour as yourselves".
*CYS calm down... Breathe in, breathe out... pheww...*
Friday, October 15, 2010
Nacre appears iridescent because the thickness of the aragonite platelets is close to the wavelength of visible light. This results in constructive and destructive interference of different wavelengths of light, resulting in different colors of light being reflected at different viewing angles. (Sounds beautiful, rite? It is...)
You may not see the beauty of a person unless you know him or her for quite some time. So, this is the time where people usually break the ice and destroy the outer shell of a person by socialising with him or her. After some time, you may find the beauty of his or her character... you may starts to fall in love with him or her. Just like how human admire the beauty of nacre. People even used it as decorations in their home or as accesories. Some people may have a fragile shell but I have a stronger shell just like abalone (I'm not praising myself here as beautiful or strong. Don't get me wrong. )
I may look tough, I may look strong but the inner me is always soft and fragile. This is why I need a strong appearance to protect myself. My nacre.. is it beautiful enough? How will you treat the nacre? Like how human admire the beauty of abalone's nacre? When you like it, you'll take out and polish it, look at it, admire a little more..then put it back to the shelf or your drawers? However, I found some cracks on my "nacre". Cracks that can never be mended.. No matter how hard you try, it will still remain. Over sometime, the cracks might expose the inner me...showing the weakness side of me. How long more can it endure before it really collapse?
The last event re-occured again... It's like a memory cycle.. Where it creates a deeper and more visible scar. I cannot erased it from my memory... The more I see, the more I feel it slicing the inner me. How long more do I have to endure? Will I be immuned? Can I harden my shell? Can I close up the cracks and be crueled? I wanted to.... or should I say...I'm already trying to...
What should I do now? Let go and forget? I can't... it's just like a movie. Where u'll recall the best part, the worst part, and the part that you hate most....Can I stop? Green or red light? I do feel like giving up.... it's tiring.
Thursday, October 14, 2010
J'ai essayé de dormir une heure .. mais il se trouve, j'ai pleuré pendant une heure. Je ne sais pas pourquoi certaines personnes aiment à dire des mensonges. Personnellement, je déteste mentir le plus ... je ne pourrai jamais accepter celui qui est près de moi en me disant des mensonges. J'ai pardonné beaucoup de fois et je lui ai dit que je n'aime pas vraiment celui qui est près de moi le faire. Mais pourquoi dans le monde, il le fait encore? Pourquoi êtes-vous répéter la même erreur? Oui, personne n'est parfait. Toutefois, si vous pouvez choisir de ne pas mentir, pourquoi ne pas me dire la vérité et de cesser certaines habitudes que je n'aime pas?
La chose qui me blesse le plus, c'est pas le mensonge au sujet de qui vous sortir avec mais les images. Savez-vous qu'il me rappelle effectivement quelque chose? Vous souvenez-vous que je peux vraiment quelque chose de place que d'autres ne sont pas facilement repéré? Oui, j'avoue que je suis une personne très sensible.
Je ne peux vivre sans toi. Je ne doute jamais de mon propre capacité. Mais nous avons été ensemble depuis si longtemps. Cinq ans et demi ne sont pas à court .. Savez-vous que? J'ai été tolérant avec vous beaucoup ces derniers temps. Je vous ai donné beaucoup de liberté récents mais pourquoi avez-vous en abuser? Cela me fait mal, ne te rends compte?
Une personne comme vous ne saurez jamais ce que je ressens parce que vous ne vous préoccupez de votre propre sentiment. Vous n'avez jamais l'étape dans la chaussure d'autres personnes afin de savoir exactement ce que d'autres sentir. Je sais que vous ne lirez jamais ma cause blog, vous ne savez même pas que j'en ai un. Même vous, vous le savez, vous n'aurez jamais de soins à ce sujet. Ai-je raison?
Tous ces mensonges, il m'a fait mal .... Tous ces éléments, il laisse des cicatrices dans mon cœur.
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Lie - an intentionally false statement.
Truth - the quality or state of being true / a fact or belief that is accepted as true
But when you demand for the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth, it means you demand for absolute veracity of a statement (Oxford Dict).
If you are a person who dislike lies and someone told u the truth but not the whole truth, do you consider it as a lie? How will you feel about it when you know the whole truth?? In dilemma? or you have the answer in your mind?
In my own opinion, if you tell me the truth but not the whole truth, it is still a lie. This is my dictionary... how about you? What's in your dictionary?
I need more time to finish the spelling bee list of words. I need more time to think of the dancers' dancewear, decoration, and choreograph for a song. I need more time to study for my MTS test. I need more time to mark my students' papers.
Yet, I still have time to indulge in Lecka ice-cream.. haha~~ yummm..... luckily they have a food fair in conjunction with the cultural nite.
Oopsss... air-con switch tripped.. Luckily not the electricity for the whole university. Phewww... but how long will it be before the air-con is switch on again? uh-oh... *pls not too long...pls pls pls*
Thursday, October 7, 2010
3)The new appearance of my little baby.. ta-dang~~
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Thursday, September 30, 2010
I'm not sure whether you realised that you can no longer view my space or not. Let me tell you, it's totally gone. My favourite video is gone too. You can't search for it anymore but luckily I have my videos in youtube. haha~ so, I'm sharing one of my favourite video with you here. To view more, go to youtube.com/chellrein . It's nothing special..just my own collections.
Here it is..
This is my last blog's appearance in space (Fortunately, I've taken a few pictures of my space while trying on something new in my mobile phone's camera). I miss it so much.... ='(
Oops... There's a chatbox (white box on the bottom right)! haha~~ That's when im chatting with Kenny via web messenger. He was teaching me photo shooting online. Grateful to have such a good buddy and wonderful/professional photographer/sensei. Arigato Gozaimasu!
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
I've just received a notification from Windows Live Space saying that I need to transfer my blog to wordpress or else, it'll be gone forever (XD no la... it's just I cannot post anything new after Jan 2011). So, to prevent from losing my blog again, I've decided to shut down the one in Live Space and continue it with Wordpress. Hence, here we are!! Hope you'll like it! (I'm still trying my best to work out with the settings/appearance..pls bear with me for this period of time).
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Sunday, September 12, 2010
He provided me a lot of things... He filled me with His Love once again.. He gave me something ahead of things that will happen. He gave me good news. He gave me security, etc etc etc... too much! I love Him cos He first Love me! I Love Him for He is real!
Here's some of His blessings for me.
1) He gave me a BIG raya hamper... although I dont celebrate Raya.
5) He allowed me to play rock climbing, leap of faith, n flying fox and not to be forgotten to climb the Broga Hill without spraining my ankle again... just a lil too tired. Muscle a lil cramp, got o-che(s) (dunno where i got it from), n i guess i used too much of my ankle muscle.. XD. So, aircast nid to be on for this coming week before I go for my follow up consultation this sat..? Following are the beautiful scenery God created for us. Enjoy~ (p/s with some faces of our Today Campers).
He is my provider...So, I gave my all to Him. Thank you Father for your loving kindness and blessings. Without you, Im lost..
p.s. I love the wonderful works He has done in Today camp too! He's just too marvelous! Too GREAT! I Love Him...
Of cos, I love you guys too~~ U r awesome too~
Thursday, September 2, 2010
call from Ps Meng just now. Same injury which is on the head. I really
don't hope for anyone to go through the same situation. One can be very
worried.. even when you sleep, you don't sleep soundly. Yes, we need to
be still cos God is always with us and He brings peace to us but at the
same time, demons will influence one by inserting negative thoughts.
That's why we asked for Prayers and miracles to happen. Together we pray
until something happen! We pray that his brother will be able to
overcome the obstacle and come to conscious tomorrow morning. Unity and
faith are the keys.
*Flashback refers to my previous blog "My last memory of her"..
I received the latest news.. He's condition is deteriorating. Flashback
began again.. I tell my Lord, I don't want these flashbacks. Please give
me a good news n perhaps a vision of him glorying God for waking up
again. Right after my first prayer, I received the second call of the
night from our dearly brother. For me, it's a good news cos I can feel
that the miracle is starting from the report given by the doctor.. cos
It's not as bad as my flashback..Thank you Lord cos He hears my prayer!
So, what we all can do now is continue to pray for him.. Pray until
something happens. It's just the beginning of good news. Have faith n
continue to pray, my dear brothers & sisters.
Pray that He'll heal him just like what He did to Don Piper...
Friday, August 20, 2010
In the fertile soil of you
Can't believe the hopes He's granted
Means a chapter in your life is through
But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong
And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long to live as friends.
With the faith and love God's given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you'll live in
Is the strength that now you show
But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong